Fabulous me!

Fabulous me!
Courageous,Optimistic,Real-just call me COR for short!

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

...a tears to Heaven




I am not really used to create blogs because I am not even a good writer. But somehow, I have a huge passion to read and view friends' blogs. I feel it very inspiring though.I am an avid fan reader only.Thus, when my instructor in ICT has given us a task to create 2 blogs, I was a little confuse what topics to make it perfect personal. I remembered that when I read several blogs of my friends I see emotions that straight from the heart.

Inspiration is the key. And the key were my parents who both passed away. Everything that happened in the past couple of years was so surreal. Even up to now, I still can not believe that mom and dad have passed away. My mom died due to cervical cancer and dad took his own life.


It was out in my widest dream that both of them gone already.I feel so alone. During a year of mourned, I was in midst of biggest depression of my life. I lost my world and my greatest inspiration in life to surpass life. It was very difficult to move on.


I have so many questions on my mind only God could answer. Lord, why too soon? Why unexpected?


God, you took away the very two persons who cared us a lot. Please I beg you, don’t let us go astray. Help us that we can accept our parents passing. Help us pick our broken souls and that we can move on from this difficult trial. There’s still a bright future to look forward to. Show to us the light at the end of this dark tunnel.A prayer in my dearly way. God is there for me...


This new year I entrust everything to God including my school  and a dream career to be a flight attendant or employed in a 5 star hotel. I have realized that no matter how busy we make our lives or dream big dreams, His plans are bigger and even more beautiful than we could imagine.
So let it be…

Mom and Dad...thank you for everything!I always cherished the happy moments that we're all together.I love you and you may now rest in peace with GOD. 

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